As I walked through DTW yesterday evening, I thought about how I feel like my life is one giant trip: airports, bus stations, train stations, taxi parks, road sides, motorcycles, bikes, walking... moving, always going.
My time in America was no exception, as the previous post showed. I didn't stop "going" the whole time. This was inevitable, there were a lot of people to see, and a lot of things to do. Still, somehow I deeply wish I could slow down.
Thankfully, this coming week will be slower. I was supposed to go to Ethiopia, to train some Cornerstone contacts there. I wish I could detail the whole story here... but I feel it would not be the kindest thing to do. Let's just say, the trip was canceled due to Christmas.
I didn't realize that the trip to Ethiopia was stressing me until it was canceled. As soon as I knew I wasn't going, and I was instead traveling straight home to Uganda, my outlook on the whole trip drastically improved.
I am going home. Or, to a type of home. I have many homes, I believe home is people, not places. I belong on many continents. But I do have to say it is very nice to know the physical space I am going back to, my tiny little tiled 4th floor apartment, ready and waiting for me to live my life again. This African Life.
My time in America was nothing short of excellent. It is somehow hard to leave. My eyes were opened to the AMAZING and incredibly numerous deep, consistent, loving relationships I have in my life. It's a powerful thing to have a "people". I have my "people" in Uganda, but my "people" in America have known me for exponentially longer. And that makes a difference.
These 2 months in America were intense. Tons of traveling, tons of family time, presentations, visits with friends, a good number of hours of work, visit to a grad school, lots of emotions, learning, growing, and some lose and change. I needed this time. I feel more able to face life in Uganda, after these 2 months.
I couldn't have gotten through these months without the constant support of family and friends... especially these 4 great people:
My families! The Hughes and the Gorniks! |
And away I go... thousands of miles behind, thousands ahead, let's live this adventure to the end... someday life will be different, so I am going to enjoy this while I can!
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